Controligion is a word I made up in my book The Year of The Frog. It is a combination of the words “control” and “religion”. I define it as a way to command with the illusion of a moral code keeping the soul small. I fell victim to its control by fear for over 40 years. As the world awakens, I believe it is important that we share our experiences so others not feel so alone. I share my book of hard truths for anyone seeking connection during this time of enlightenment. We are not alone. The world is ready for massive change. The system has been fucking us. There are enough awake now to fuck the system.

Controligion Petition

43 years; 41 I lived by your design and 2 immersed in mine

You taught me rules, punishment and blame, fear of God and shame

You taught me to seek education, work hard for my future, suffer to someday live free

You taught me to support a system masking corruption parading war’s a way to peace

You taught me women are evil, cursing our future with temptation of poisoned fruits

You taught me to have faith in religion that froze my soul leaving me virtually mute

You taught me to hide my body, restrain sexuality and perfect myself for a prince

Who’d then expect me to fill his needs with my body of shame in his presence

You taught me worship of men and sweeping behavior beneath the doormat I’d become

Forget and forgive this is just what men do, besides you can’t be whole on your own

And you taught fear of everything outside your factions that went against all you preach

So that someday my soul might peacefully rest in a heaven I’d be lucky to reach

Now two years later I’ve escaped your chains; moving to a faraway land

I’ve learned on my own without your ways that happiness is held in my hand

I’ve learned that your fears you bestow upon others are the tool you use to control

I’ve learned to hear my voice your penance of guilt used to shame and weaken my soul

I’ve crossed many borders you attempted to build restraining all that’s chaotic

But what you try to fence out is a mirror of you masked beneath what you call patriotic

I can see clearly now as I stand from afar all of your hypocritical missions

Clothed in fake peace pearls strung on heavy coats weighted from love with conditions

I’ve learned that women are to be worshipped we have much to share

While men fight to put down armor fear forced them to wear

But I have great faith, not in your god but in one you have yet to meet

Although she lives in your land, you walk on her back, she’s practically under your feet

She’s in the spaces before sunset where day becomes night

And colors bursting at sunrise when dark becomes light

She’s taught me to love despite pain when it goes

And an open heart means to take you in, the door must not then close

I’ve learned all this from Mother Earth who speaks to me so easy

Teaching me to go with change like her rivers flowing freely

She’s shown me heaven is not to be sought by passing all of your tests

That God lives now in me and you, not reached when we confess

She cannot breathe in guilt or shame, she simply begs for peace

Trade in judgment for love. We are one just pleading to be seen

Your so called care that instills fear is indeed horrific dualism

We can’t evolve. It’s not love. It is sugar coated terrorism ~ Juls♥

julssJuls lives in Costa Rica where she finds her inspiration in nature. She is the author of her award winning memoir, The Year of The Frog, a very adult fairy tale come true about her own journey seeking love. Her newest book to be published soon, 

PachaMama Prattle is her most creative endeavor combining her love of nature, meditation, poetry and art.

Find her author works on Amazon and iBooks under her pen name “Juls Amor”, a name she chose to honor her soul and her Mother’s maiden name “Love”.

Juls writes blogs dedicated to promoting healthy love and peace. Find her on Facebook under Juls Amor.

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