I live in a tiny village in Costa Rica where supplies are limited. I created this wall unsure of what it would become. I used an equal parts mixture of tile grout and black paint to make my own chalkboard paint.

Something magic happened when I began to delve my soul. In finding my creator, I found my creativity. Sometime ago, I began being freeer in my everything. In doing things sporadically, going with feeling and focusing on being loving, I found faith in my ability. My ability. Not the ability someone taught me. Not the ability someone else told me existed, but the ability of my own knowing that comes to me when I’m in ease. 

I am in this exact instance still learning how to stay in a state of peace. It was not easy getting to this space. It took time looking my dark side in the eye. It took healing. It took years. It took buckets and buckets of tears.

The wall took on life as friends added their insights. There was enlightenment going on right inside my home.

It took slowing down. It took speeding up. It took hard truths. It took giving up. It took forgiveness. It took pain. It took love. It took compassion for the life I chose. It took looking up, eyes wide open, seeing what it already was.

It was unreal. You can’t believe it if you tried. It was perfect in its imperfection, wabi-sabi sort of way. It was me. It was you. It was all we’ve been through. It was beautiful. It really was. This journey IS NOT so tough. 


The first time it was full I recall feeling such unease in needing to erase it. It was healing and it was freeing as if each new board was a chance for new life.

Something in you wants to be free. 

Accept who you are. Accept creativity. Accept your truth. Accept the REAL You. REAL EYES REALISE. 

Yes! There is divine light in you and there is divine light in me TOO. It is our Soul. The Creator. Divine Creativity. There is nothing to fix. All is as it should. Because baby, it was.  It was already, already good. ~ Juls ❤


It ‘s ready now. Ready for new Life. It’s not even ironic that this wall is not in the way but the way for more good life.


Juls is the author of THE YEAR OF THE FROG:A Tattletale Fairytale available on Amazon, Kindle, iBooks, Scribd, Kobo, Ciando, Flipkart and more. PachaMama Prattle is coming soon. It’s a collection of letters, stories, poetry and activities for the big kid in all of us to co-create, meditate and color the world awake.

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